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Recent Updates
       [ SA 08 April 2006 9:19pm EST ]

Its already April of 2006 and things are going okay. Char's moving out at the beginning of next month and I have finals around the same time. I think I'll be taking another two classes over the summer if the company will let me. Work is going okay as well. Kristine is a great boss and we're working towards a level of quality that we haven't seen before. I'm very excited to see where we're headed.

The love life? Oh its nothing at the moment. Mostly I'm concentrating on school, enjoying being alone, and expanding my cooking experience. I'm not actively pursuing a relationship but if one happens, good for me. Everyone knows how picky I am and thanks to the wonderful boyfriends I've had the fortune of dating, I'm even more picky. My real problem is finding someone I'm attracted to. Who knew it would be this hard? Hopefully I can lose a few more pounds and the boys will be after me moreso than they already are. This princess will always get what she wants.

Speaking of which, I'll be redecorating my living room and dining room once Char moves out. I'll probably buy the big stuff in pieces or sections, but if I can save a little tighter, I'll having a glamorous room in no time!

New Pictures:

25 February 2006
07 April 2006

And don't forget to catch me and my blog on MySpace, y'all, at http://www.myspace.com/jesekah!
Lyrical Stylings

Artist: Tonic
Song: Take Me As I Am
Album: Head On Straight

I never knew my father
I never knew his pain
Or that an empty home life
Would break him down again
So when I feel like running I have to look inside
I want to find the answer
I want to break my line

Fear falls down like rain
And it makes me whole again
Fear falls like rain

Take me as I am
I'm not broken
Pieces of my life are not tokens
I want to let you know that I'm still learning
How to love again and stop hurting

I want to roll my darkness into a million suns
I need to find forgiveness when all the pain is done
I want to hear I'm sorry, I want to let you go
I have to find my own life, I want to learn to grow

Fear falls down like rain
And it makes me whole again
Fear falls like rain

Take me as I am
I'm not broken
Pieces of my life are not tokens
I want to let you know that I'm still learning
How to love again and stop hurting

It makes me whole again

Take me as I am
I'm not broken
Pieces of my life are not tokens
I want to let you know that I'm still learning
How to love again and stop hurting